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Sunday, 22 March 2015

That Is NOT My Life's Purpose

I am resigning from scam catching for a short period of time, maybe permanently.

I started scam catching in January 2014. I started the SWS as a way to help Jamaa and the victims that had been scammed, and to rid AJ of scammers. Over the months it had existed, I made many friends and many enemies. My time as a scam catcher was good, most of the time. My recent fight with Blue has made me realize what I have become. My career as a scam catcher has filled me with more negative emoticons than all of my dogs' deaths put together. There were many times along the way when I felt useless, unneeded, and many times when I wanted to kill somebody.  I hurt some people as well. Blue bashed and made fun of me for caring more about my own needs and entertainment (roleplays, as he said) than the SWS. And in that moment, the only thing I had in mind was "That is not my life's purpose."

As Sayaka Miki from Madoka Magica said, "I did save quite a few people, but in exchange, hatred and jealousy filled my heart. I even hurt my best friend. Someone has to be cursed to balance out a wish for someone else's happiness."

I guess I was the one that had to be cursed.

While I am resigned, I am leaving Shiver and Silver in charge of the SWS.
Also, don't try to change my decision. I know what I want.

Look on the Blog of the Agents if you want to see my vent art.

25 comments:

  1. O,O... BUT... keeps muzzle shut
    i- if that's w-what you really think...

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  2. if you retier this web site wont be the same. plz dont retieri wanted you to make me agent ice flower not someone else and i think you are a graet leder and dont care about what blue said. plz dont lave AJSWS
    -your futer agent ice flower

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  3. Aww cerise don't go :( it won't be the same without out you... Who cares about what blue said, he doesn't matter. Don't leave because of him, the SWS needs you :( but it's your choice... Everyone will miss you a lot :(
    ~puppyfalina (Agent Pup)

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  4. ....
    Another one of the great scam catchers fallen
    ....
    First Fire...
    Then you...
    I'm the only one left...
    ....

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    1. There's other great scam catchers besides U, u know

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    2. im here ima scam catcher im agent marshy o3o

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    3. I'm fabu aren't I?
      -Electro who thought she was good at scam catching for once.

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    4. Tbh this comment is kinda rude. Everyone who is a part of the SWS or who has caught at least one scammer before should be considered a great scam catcher. You and Fire are good, but you're not the only ones :T

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    5. its kinda stuckup and self-centered too if ya know what i mean

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  5. I respect your decision and its noble enough. I'm sorry and I hope it's not permanent. Blue is nothing than a greedy sever year old. Don't sweat. I'm sure Shiver and Silver will take great care of us. R. I. P. Cerise -2015.
    We'll so our best, make you proud. Thank you for your amazing service. For Cerise.
    <3

    ~mz5963 aka Agent Beta ~ Animal Jam

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  6. :( I understand but I'm still sad that you're leaving. Like Agent Beta said, I hope it's not permanent either, you're a great person. You fought for what's right, you made Pink Shirt Day come to this blog, you and Taco made the Children of Mira, and so much more. You were a great leader and we'll never forget you! <3

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  7. NOOOOOOOOOOOO! Cerise... what will I do without you?!?!? BLUE WAS AN IDIOTIC SCAMMER! Don't listen to him! I've been cyber bullied like that a lot! DONT GOOOOOOOOOOO! plzzzzzzzzz! R.I.P Cerise 2015... Bye... plz don't go FOREVER!~Spanish~

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  8. BTW how do I get invited to blog of the agents? SORRY im being selfish...

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  9. PLZ DONT GO BC OF BLUE! BLUE'S JUST A DUMB IDIOTIC SCEMMER WHO IS RAGING BECAUSE HE GOT FIRED! HE DOESN'T MATTER! PLZ DONT GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

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  10. Aww:( It was nice knowing you cerise! You were a great scam catcher but I understand your time has come. You will be missed! Hope to see you on ️AJ!

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  11. Hey Cerise. Shiver and Shambles here with some words. First, I am bawling my eyes out. My parents are freaking out and asking me what happened and I told them a friend on Animal Jam has resigned. Shambles is sitting here crying with me. Of course, I feel I have no reason to cry, because we'll still be friends. I just wanna let you know how much you've affected my life. You've put a spark of hope in me after my year of depression, and I've never felt better. I hope you can come back to scam catching with me to show Blue she can't win anything. I respect you're decision, and will gladly help lead the agents with Silver. Thank you so much; you are truly loved in my household. PMMM FOREVER!!! (Shambles is watching the second episode :D) Shaver is the way my friend.
    -Shiver and Shambles

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  12. DON'Y GO. DON'T GO. DON'T GO. TWO WORDS THAT YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO. DON'T GO!!!!!!!!! :'(

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    1. I told you not to try and change my decision.

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  13. so this is why you made the districts. ok then. Please, just go. (cries in corner) I know nothing will change your mind, but you must know this. We will always be there for you, no matter if you quit or not. We will always remember you, you were just as great as Firetigerxx was. Infact, you were BETTER! You helped MANY jammers realize that the pixels on the screen are not worth the little kid behind the screen. You made my life better. And, don't let what other people say get to you! You are amazingly fun. You do sometimes loose it, but on the most part you are an amazing person! You are the one and only
    Cerise ;)

    ~Agent Crab, misses you

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    1. I actually had no intentions of quitting when the districts were made.

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    2. Wait R u just retiring from scam catching or leaving ️AJ to?

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    3. Retiring from the SWS, moving on to scam catch myself and with Zee.

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  14. I truly believe this is what you need, Cerise. I'm not saying you've been mean or anything, but I always like to think of Animal Jam as a drug. Once you've got yourself addicted, bad things start to happen. It kind of ruins your life after a while.

    I'm proud of you, Cerise. You made the right choice. :)

    I wish I could do the same.

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  15. Ok, I have 2 things to say to this. (I know this is over a year old, but i'll say it anyways for the sake of hoping someone will see this and be encouraged).

    1. If you quit, your just leaving a number of passionate people to watch this society slowly shut down, and deteriorate. This society has literally been such a big part in my life, and I know that sounds cheesy, but it's true. Before I found this society, I had no friends, and everyone hated me. But now that you eventually have retired, things are collapsing, and we are already anticipating this to end.

    2.I understand your decision, but if you read what I said above, it's been such a big part in helping me deal with everything, and I know that IM not the only one this society has helped.

    Both of my points are so clashing and ridiculous, and I'm probably being extremely immature, but I have an opinion to express. I'm not hating or bashing you opinion, and I understand the drama that forced you to leave. But the Sws has been so important to me, and it would kill me to see it shut down.

    -Anonymous for reasons

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